你变了. 以前的你是多么的想见我而我们现在只是见面 3 - 4 次一个星期. 当你难过时, 为什么不是第一个要见到我？
3:44 AM  //  Lots of love

I deserve to be pamper too right? :'(

I'm feeling really sad now. How come I see no sign from you that you miss me or that you love me.. After 8 days of not meeting, 8 days of no proper communication.

Are you leaving me that soon, b? Why does it seems like you are always more interested in other girls? Am I not good enough for you? It always hurt when I see newsfeed I don't wanna see in fb. Adding pretty girls. Liking other girls picture.
1:08 AM  //  Lots of love

Please tell me how to fix this love and bring back the sparks. /: I won't want to believe that our relationship is weak or whatsoever.
2:09 AM  //  Lots of love

It's an awful night. One that really hurts me. If only expectation didn't occur that day it wouldn't led to now. Why did I keep having some hope that you will look for me the next day after our anniversary month even tho you said you wanted to come on our anniversary month date yet down w a bad headache? Maybe because I really wants you to appear and not always me appearing after your work has ended.

The way we ate a ljs hurts because it seems like we ran out of words to say. I can't even look you in the eyes properly.

I'm sorry if I stressed you up in any ways. But I really wish someday you would open up to someone and not only to yourself.

Are we strong enough to move this relationship back on the right track?
3:53 AM  //  Lots of love

Spend $15 at the Prize stage today. It's the first time boyf caught it for me. Although they don't look pretty but I still find my Silly boy amazing. $15 and we've 4 small soft toys.

Walked ard and went home after thu since my boy was tired from work and he had to work the next day too.
Currently having 4 days of rest days and after that I will be working my last 5 days for RWS. Rest another 3 days and that would be my start of a new career, a full time job. 1 month of training also counted as a start right! Stressed out but what to do. We are all chasing after money, if not money would chase us.

I really wonder if I would still continue to study using my hard earned money. Pay school fees and boom, most of your money gone. While studying you don't get to earn too. Life sucks and all you have to do is to suck thumb.
2:31 AM  //  Lots of love

Sometimes I wonder why am I not ambitious enough. No resource and information. So much for wanting to have a online shop. Interview for PTBO this coming Friday. It worries me much because I hate interview. Those one to one interaction, asking me question for my opinion and about myself. Because my 临场表现 is the worst, same goes for q&a. :( However, I still must believe in myself that I can do it.

As for boyf, he looks like he planned his life well? Continuously upgrading his life/career path. Taking up driving lesson even tho he know how to ride a bike. Wanting to be a pilot even tho he was a diver. Have the sea not enough, still want to enjoy the sky.
Maybe that's why I love him, a stable loving man. But I just feel like all the things he does is dangerous. God will look after Aloy right? :)
2:39 AM  //  Lots of love

The last hug today feels so different. It's like we had not seen each other for a period of time. But in fact we met out on Monday. Because the pink ukulele decided to fail on me. The black paint on the neck smudged/came off just a few hours trying how to strum and get used to the chords. Changed it to a dark colour in case the same thing happened again. The shop staff was so nice to allow exchange even tho we doesnt have the receipt. Lucky me? So after that silly boy decided to bring me over for Ramen. But I preferred to have samgyupsal of course! If you have been following my twitter or instagrams, you would haven seen it. Yummy meats!!! And after that, went his house and cuddle for awhile.

Back on the track. Maybe because all the while when he was visiting me after his work, we didn't get to have skin contact much which makes me feel like the hug feels so different and so comfortable.

Last week felt so busy. Busy packing the house because of my bro's wedding on last sun. And last thurs was Suvin's 21th birthday. Had a celebration over at Ben's house and we end up going home really late at 3am plus because silly boy was mahjonging w them.

Btw, I permed my hair like 2.5weekd ago. I wonder if I look better w permed or straight hair. Maybe should do a voting poll. Lol.
2:38 AM  //  Lots of love

你变了. 以前的你是多么的想见我而我们现在只是见面 3 - 4 次一个星期. 当你难过时, 为什么不是第一个要见到我？
3:44 AM  //  Lots of love

I deserve to be pamper too right? :'(

I'm feeling really sad now. How come I see no sign from you that you miss me or that you love me.. After 8 days of not meeting, 8 days of no proper communication.

Are you leaving me that soon, b? Why does it seems like you are always more interested in other girls? Am I not good enough for you? It always hurt when I see newsfeed I don't wanna see in fb. Adding pretty girls. Liking other girls picture.
1:08 AM  //  Lots of love

Please tell me how to fix this love and bring back the sparks. /: I won't want to believe that our relationship is weak or whatsoever.
2:09 AM  //  Lots of love

It's an awful night. One that really hurts me. If only expectation didn't occur that day it wouldn't led to now. Why did I keep having some hope that you will look for me the next day after our anniversary month even tho you said you wanted to come on our anniversary month date yet down w a bad headache? Maybe because I really wants you to appear and not always me appearing after your work has ended.

The way we ate a ljs hurts because it seems like we ran out of words to say. I can't even look you in the eyes properly.

I'm sorry if I stressed you up in any ways. But I really wish someday you would open up to someone and not only to yourself.

Are we strong enough to move this relationship back on the right track?
3:53 AM  //  Lots of love

Spend $15 at the Prize stage today. It's the first time boyf caught it for me. Although they don't look pretty but I still find my Silly boy amazing. $15 and we've 4 small soft toys.

Walked ard and went home after thu since my boy was tired from work and he had to work the next day too.
Currently having 4 days of rest days and after that I will be working my last 5 days for RWS. Rest another 3 days and that would be my start of a new career, a full time job. 1 month of training also counted as a start right! Stressed out but what to do. We are all chasing after money, if not money would chase us.

I really wonder if I would still continue to study using my hard earned money. Pay school fees and boom, most of your money gone. While studying you don't get to earn too. Life sucks and all you have to do is to suck thumb.
2:31 AM  //  Lots of love

Sometimes I wonder why am I not ambitious enough. No resource and information. So much for wanting to have a online shop. Interview for PTBO this coming Friday. It worries me much because I hate interview. Those one to one interaction, asking me question for my opinion and about myself. Because my 临场表现 is the worst, same goes for q&a. :( However, I still must believe in myself that I can do it.

As for boyf, he looks like he planned his life well? Continuously upgrading his life/career path. Taking up driving lesson even tho he know how to ride a bike. Wanting to be a pilot even tho he was a diver. Have the sea not enough, still want to enjoy the sky.
Maybe that's why I love him, a stable loving man. But I just feel like all the things he does is dangerous. God will look after Aloy right? :)
2:39 AM  //  Lots of love

The last hug today feels so different. It's like we had not seen each other for a period of time. But in fact we met out on Monday. Because the pink ukulele decided to fail on me. The black paint on the neck smudged/came off just a few hours trying how to strum and get used to the chords. Changed it to a dark colour in case the same thing happened again. The shop staff was so nice to allow exchange even tho we doesnt have the receipt. Lucky me? So after that silly boy decided to bring me over for Ramen. But I preferred to have samgyupsal of course! If you have been following my twitter or instagrams, you would haven seen it. Yummy meats!!! And after that, went his house and cuddle for awhile.

Back on the track. Maybe because all the while when he was visiting me after his work, we didn't get to have skin contact much which makes me feel like the hug feels so different and so comfortable.

Last week felt so busy. Busy packing the house because of my bro's wedding on last sun. And last thurs was Suvin's 21th birthday. Had a celebration over at Ben's house and we end up going home really late at 3am plus because silly boy was mahjonging w them.

Btw, I permed my hair like 2.5weekd ago. I wonder if I look better w permed or straight hair. Maybe should do a voting poll. Lol.
2:38 AM  //  Lots of love

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